"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent"- Eleanor Roosevelt

11:06am: Marisela just reminded me that we have 20.5 days until Cabo. Thanks, Mari. :P

I don't know what I'm thinking. I still only work out once, MAYBE twice a day (if I make time for the second round). And that's only for, like, 45 minutes. As much as it annoys me, I know I'm going to have to change what I'm doing "cardio-wise". I have been doing 7 minutes on the stairs (because that's as long as I can stand it), 15 minutes on the elliptical, 10 minutes running/speed walking, 8 minutes rowing or biking. I know good and well that I need to stick with one form of cardio the entire 45 minutes to keep my heart rate consistent. But I get bored. If I'm outside doing an activity, it's fine. But, at the gym, I get tired of running or biking or climbing in place. So, TODAY, I'm going to start focusing on just one activity for the entire 45 minutes. I try to go to the gym at night after I'm done doing whatever I'm doing but I'm so tired lately because I'm still not sleeping well (even with sleeping pills that I take every night). I miss having a solid night's sleep. I never used to wake up in the middle of the night. :(

12:27pm: Just downloaded 3 Marilyn Manson songs. I seriously would never have gotten into him if not for my friend, Dave. I need to swipe Dave's MM cd if he still has it/them and upload the songs onto my iPod.

I downloaded:
The Beautiful People
Tainted Love
Sweet Dreams

3 songs I remember really liking of his (the latter 2 are great covers of songs from the 80s). Marilyn Manson is the shit. His music is really hot (which makes him hot), but he kind of scares me. :P

*added* It's really weird to go from Marilyn Manson to Mika- Grace Kelly.